👉👉 been playing pubg since season 2! my bestfriend introduced the game to me... eventually he got busy and stopped playing.. i started playing with randoms.. i encountered a squad,was a noob then.. they started teaching me and they were literally pampering me as i'm a girl.. soon they started fighting amongst themselves for me.. not wanting to ruin their bond i unfriended all of them.. since then i stopped using the microphone.. only the text communication.. solos aren't my thing because everyone keeps hiding.. squads move around.. so for me,squads are more fun.. i continued playing with randoms.. in the month of july 2018,one day a random teammate knocked me with a grenade.. i typed what the fuck in the chat.. he said he killed me for kar98 -_- i didn't spectate them and left.. i received friend request from the other guy in the same squad where i was killed,who happened to be the friend of teammate who knocked me.. i rejected the request like about 3-4 times.. he repeatedly kept sending the requests ..i accepted finally(let us call him X) ..he apologised on behalf of his friend..i said ok and we started playing..eventually upon repeated requests i turned my mic on and started talking with him.. i sensed his attraction to me.. so i kept him distant.. but he kept messaging me in game.. he used to wait for hours in the lobby just for me. we played squads mostly.. the other two guys were his pubg friends.. he kept asking me for my contact number which i didn't feel like sharing.. we became good game friends and he literally begged for keeping contact outside the game and i gave him my telegram userid.. slowly we became close and he added me to the whatsapp pubg group where everyone in my crew were there.. we became more like a family.. then came my exams.. i hardly played the game and barely messaged in the group.. when i was back i found X playing with other guys i don't even know.. i started feeling jealous.. as he didn't invite me even though i am idle.. i again started playing with randoms bumped into a guy who is really sweet(let us call him Y)..but i missed X so much..even though i texted him.. he replied baby next match..i got cringed.. and started playing with y.. y started flirting with me and kept ignoring but he is funny.. so x joined my team.. he saw y flirting with me.. he seemed jealous.. after the match he asked me why the y was flirting so much.. i told him not to worry as y has a gf and he was just messing around..he said ok... x got busy,he was offline when i was online and vice versa and slowly the distance between us increased.. i started missing him so much..we hardly played 3 games together in a week.. i was busy with my academics again.. projects,internals and exams.. when i was back i saw x playing with a girl.. this time i felt really possessive and started abusing x :( we are on and off since then.. he kept explaining that she was gf of his friend.. he was just a friend to her.. but i kept being harsh to him.. he started being rude as he got vexed up.. he even stopped playing with her.. we are on and off.. we fight every now and then.. i don't know when i fell for him but i realised when she came.. atlast i proposed him.. where he rejected me :'( once upon a time he sent synergy request for lovers to me in pubg..numerous times he told he likes me and he can't see me as a friend.. i thought he feels the same too :( but i was so wrong..fuck my first love :( no matter how much i try i can't get over him :( i don't even know why i'm posting this here.. that's all guys.. make sure your first love isn't on the internet.. mehh :|
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